if you forget the way to go
and lose where you came from
if no one is standing beside you
be still and know i am
“Exactly. I know your right and this is a lot but we’ve been through hell and back over these past two years so… this has to be just another bump in the road that we get over and move on from.” Elena knew that Caroline was being honest and she appreciated that, of course when she first realized the choice she had made and that this wasn’t something that could be undone. Her mind was still torn, one side she figured that this was always bound to happen; she was never going to lead the normal life she wanted when her life was so deeply tangled with vampires. The other side told her that she brought this on herself but if she had really wanted too then she could have escaped, she could have gotten away from her choices and the things threatening to destroy her life. At the end of the day - It was done and therefore whether she could have avoided it or not, she couldn’t know and that was the way she was desperately trying to think.
“Uh yeah he is but Caroline…” The eyebrows shot up; it was her judging expression and although she didn’t mean too, she couldn’t help but express how much of a bad idea she thought this was. Everyone told her when she was feeling things for Damon that they were wrong, she wasn’t sure why she tried to tippy-toe around everyone else but she did and this had been her trying and more or less failing. “I found out because his brother Sam told me… If I knew that you were even talking to him or knew who he was then of course I would have told you.” If Elena hadn’t had everything else on her mind then she would have put two and two together and figured that Caroline had gotten her hands on him, however she barely had time to take a breath without a new daunting thought taking over her mind. It was better now, she could control her thoughts and emotions better; they didn’t constantly feel like an attack. “You’re seriously not going to tell him?!”
“No it’s fine. You’ve been busy trying to cope and deal with things. You don’t need to tell me every bit of information that you know that I don’t. That’s my job usually anyway,” Caroline shrugged. Her eyebrows furrowed. “His brother is one.. too?” she asked and started biting her lip. She supposed it only made sense. It would mean that she would have to be extra careful though. She had to watch every word she said and triple check it, which was something Caroline was horrible at. “What else am I supposed to do, Elena!? He’ll kill me if he finds out! Hunter. He huntsthings. More specifically he hunts things like us and I’m pretty sure he won’t let us get off on a warning or just ‘tag’ us and let us go. He will kill us.” she said. “I barely know anything about him and I can’t trust him with a secret like that. I am not going through that again. I can’t be fixed. There’s nothing wrong with me, but people seem to think that there is,” she rambled.